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So, luckily, all I had was a "foreign object" stuck in my face. That just happened to be by/in my mole. Seriously? So bizarre. I'm happy that's all it was, though! I've never freaked out over anything health-wise like that in my life. I mean, not that much at least. I dunno. Think I'll take it easy from now on...

I'm trying to figure out what my attention span problem is... maybe it's the fact I've been in school so long I just want boring nothingness. I'm so burnt out. I cannot force myself to do things I once (or still think) thought I'd enjoy. Like, for instance, my thesis. It's interesting... should be fun. Or, at least, something I could do and remotely enjoy or not despise. But I don't think it's that... it's writing and reading in general now. I hate it! My brain seriously cannot focus for more than a sentence worth without quitting. I've read and written my entire life. I do love it. But you can have too much of it in such a short time span that you literally never want to read ever again! Or so it feels.

I like my outfit today and how my hair looks. Best of all, it was quite simple & easy. Think I'll go this route for a while. Quite messy looking, but that's alright... right? :)

Maybe I can get some crap done for school. I have to! I'm the biggest slacker ever. I simultaneously hate myself for it and not care at all.

Debating on whether or not I should listen to music while trying to work or deal with the background noise/elevator music that is Panera Bread. Hmm. Neither would likely help. And as I type this, the music just turned from pseudo-jazz to Norah Jones. Good timing.

This looks terrible in a photograph. I want to finish this soon, though. And some others. I can't do anything until tomorrow evening, really! Ugh. I just can't think about anything else.

I really hope I'm worried for nothing.

I have, have, have to do my prospectus draft tonight. At least, a good chunk. Half? Argh. My mind is wandering far too much to concentrate to do ANYTHING!

Post Number One

I suckered myself into getting a blogspot. I had one my first or second year of college (that has obviously now been deleted). I don't know... I love my Tumblr. But, this could be a more "formal" way of posting ACTUAL blogs, right? I've also been thinking about doing a fashion/makeup blog because that's all I ever view when I look at blogs. Well, other than music or "culture" ones in general.

I really haven't got much for my first post. It's pouring down outside (I forgot my new raincoat, and I could've really gotten some good use out of it), and I'm hungry. Of course, I want nothing in my fridge/cabinets. I also skipped class tonight for varying reasons. I'm a horrible human being. Much on my mind, much to do. Obviously, making another blog was among the reasons... (that is kind of a joke).

I need to do work tonight. And clean. And make dinner (clearly).

Thanks to Janna for giving me the extra little push I needed to jump into the blogspot abyss.